Breaking You

Day after day, my heart grows weary till its dry,

Night to night, growing colder as time ticks by.

Everything has its suitable price,

The risks add on with each roll of the dice.

Love is a gamble, it's the greatest drug,

Once you're addicted, you can't stop.

When deprived, you break & fall into the hole you dug,

Buried by all your anguish and sorrow...

Insecurity is your priority when with me,

I'm not bound by chains nor can I be.

Words from me can be sweet,yet

they can be poisonous, No

matter how I sugar coat

them, one day...

Eventually...

they will burn

your soul.

I'll break you, I'll break you,

If you don't leave now,

I'll break you till it

hurts myself.

At the start, I did feel it, the fairy-tale sensation,

But reality hit me hard, and I woke up.

I don't feel it anymore, but it's not your fault,

This is just my way of my own Reality.

I feel empty, cold and frustrated,

I can't take it anymore, I'm going to burst.

This void between us keeps growing and growing,

There is a wall between us that can't be removed.

Thus, I will break you, break you till you're in bits,

Words will sting you until you cease to exist...

No matter what you do, you will fall in my darkness,

The Me which you knew on that day is not here,

No she isn't anymore, whether you accept that fact,

It doesn't matter, for that is the truth and it'll crush you.

Petty words of wisdom or sugar coated words will not help,

It is there right in front of you, the hole you dug.

Now bury those memories made with me,

Bury them in the deep dark abyss,

Forget them and let go.

These are my thoughts,

And they will engulf me whole.

Time will not turn back,

I have accepted that, and so I will go.

Somewhere that is silent.

I will accept no objections.

For you yourself have said,

"You are a gift that I am not

ready to receive," was it not?

P.S :

Your

Sadistic,

Insensitive,

Heartless,

C. .. C. .. L.

..old...ase...over

Amused

Your words of sweetness,

Get sweeter by the moment.

And one day, I'll tell you,

You'll sweeten me to death.

I've heard, I've seen, I've felt,

Your heartfelt words,

And I won't forget them,

In eternity they'll roam.

I'll cherish every moment that God gives us,

Every second, turning into days and then to years...

Working harder, I won't let you down,

As long as you still want, I'll stay by your side.

My Mischief

Pitter patter, the sounds of rainfall,

Its melody harmonizing with Wind's call.

Silent is the night as their song resound,

As I stare at the puddles on the ground.

Recalling words from you,

I feel like morning dew.

My existence is short,

But within this moments,

I was able to have met you,

And for that I am glad.

You make me feel different,

Like I'm the only one that turns

your world upside down.

Up to my mischief, I like to see you frown,

As that signifies my success of messing around

with you in games of quizzes.

You say I'm unique, but I see no definition of it,

Yet, you insist I'm special, so I continue to wonder,

If you really think that way of me, and so I ponder.

Around you, my world stops and reverses entirely,

My thoughts are mixed and you are the culprit.

Changing my way of thinking, you're completely oblivious,

To the fact that I dislike people's stares and glances.

But I guess that's what makes you weird and lovable.

Though these two words do not mix well together,

But that's what I think of you, weird, in a good way,

Lovable, cause your presence just makes that much difference.

With every drop that falls from the skies,

Signifies how much I'm thinking of you.

Hoping you're doing the same...