Night to night, growing colder as time ticks by.
Everything has its suitable price,
The risks add on with each roll of the dice.
Love is a gamble, it's the greatest drug,
Once you're addicted, you can't stop.
When deprived, you break & fall into the hole you dug,
Buried by all your anguish and sorrow...
Insecurity is your priority when with me,
I'm not bound by chains nor can I be.
Words from me can be sweet,yet
they can be poisonous, No
matter how I sugar coat
them, one day...
Eventually...
they will burn
your soul.
I'll break you, I'll break you,
If you don't leave now,
I'll break you till it
hurts myself.
At the start, I did feel it, the fairy-tale sensation,
But reality hit me hard, and I woke up.
I don't feel it anymore, but it's not your fault,
This is just my way of my own Reality.
I feel empty, cold and frustrated,
I can't take it anymore, I'm going to burst.
This void between us keeps growing and growing,
There is a wall between us that can't be removed.
Thus, I will break you, break you till you're in bits,
Words will sting you until you cease to exist...
No matter what you do, you will fall in my darkness,
The Me which you knew on that day is not here,
No she isn't anymore, whether you accept that fact,
It doesn't matter, for that is the truth and it'll crush you.
Petty words of wisdom or sugar coated words will not help,
It is there right in front of you, the hole you dug.
Now bury those memories made with me,
Bury them in the deep dark abyss,
Forget them and let go.
These are my thoughts,
And they will engulf me whole.
Time will not turn back,
I have accepted that, and so I will go.
Somewhere that is silent.
I will accept no objections.
For you yourself have said,
"You are a gift that I am not
ready to receive," was it not?
P.S :
Your
Sadistic,
Insensitive,
Heartless,
C. .. C. .. L.
..old...ase...over
No comments:
Post a Comment